My temp dip

The husband and I went to Fayetteville this weekend to watch our beloved Arkansas Razorbacks play the Georgia Bulldogs. It was a truly great weekend, filled with good food, a few drinks and a lot of quality time with my husband. Unfortunately we lost the football game, which sucked, but it didnt ruin our weekend. And neither did the temp drop I had on Sunday at 10DPO. Although when I saw it I BAWLED my eyes out. I mean the floodgates opened up and I just couldnt stop. I just really thought this was the month, and who knows, my period hasnt shown up yet (although I an confident it will). But the disappointment I am feeling right now is a lot more than I thought it was going to be. I mean, we had perfectly timed babymaking sex. But I have to move forward. It's in God's time, not mine.

2WW

So here I am in the 2ww. 6dpo. Too early to be pregnant, but way past being able to do anything about it. It's annoying but I definitely think it is better than waiting to O. The pressure of making sure we have good timing can really get to me. My hopes are so high this cycle because of said good timing. Which makes me so scared for next week. Hope has made me scared. Which sounds weird, I know. Hope should make you happy and excited right? But I am just so damn scared that it didnt happen because I know how crushed I am going to be. So my emotions are like a roller coaster, really. One minute I am happy and hopeful, and the next minute it is that same hope that makes my stomach turn into knots because I know that good timing doesnt mean anything. Not really. So I will wait until this weekend to test. Even then it will probably be too early to tell, but I know I will not ne able to not test.

Temp Spike!

I had a temp spike this morning. I'm hoping I have ovulated already. If so, we had some really good timing and I have my hopes WAY up for this cycle. I hope I'm not disappointed!!

+ OPK!!

When I went home for lunch today I took my normal midday OPK, and....wait for it....that's right, it was positive!! I had no idea that I would be this excited about it!! It was my first positive and I can't wait for the baby makin' tonight! The way I was running and jumping around my house, you would have thought I had gotten a positive on a pregnancy test!! Cross your fingers for me!!!!!

Faint OPK line

So I just saw a second line on the OPK for the first time. It was faint, so not a positive, but here's hoping a get a + really soon!!!

Stupid OPK

So I started using OPK's this cycle. They are driving me crazy. And I am already pretty crazy!! I absolutely CANNOT hold my pee for 4 hours. I barely make it to 3. So my day goes like this. Make sure to pee right before 9am as well as chug a diet coke, because you're not supposed to have anything to drink either. About 10am I have to pee SO bad, due to said diet coke chugging. But I still have 2 more hours to go before I can pee. Thus far, all tests have come back negative, which is always dissapointing. After the noon OPK, I go home eat luch and have another drink, and be sure to pee again, because I have to start the process all over for the second OPK of the day. This having to pee ALL OF THE TIME is super annoying. I better get a + soon!