Thursday, February 4, 2010

Why does this hurt?

I was just on the phone with a good friend of mine, and I think she just let it slip that her sister is pregnant. It felt like someone kicked me in the stomach. But the weird thing is that I am not even friends with her sister. I do not begrudge her happiness or children of her own. Why does the thought of someone else that I *sort of* know being pregnant bother me so much? It's not like I think the conception of all new babies must cease now that I am no longer pregnant. Blah, this sucks. Silly me, I thought I was having a good day.

1 comment:

  1. Unfortunately it will get easier, and just when you think you're ok with what happend, you get kicked down again. Stay strong girlie, its a rollercoaster ride!

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