I am irrational.

Every time I hear that someone is pregnant, whether I know them or not, I feel like I am going to throw up. I am officially not doing very well. And I don't know how to handle it. I have never been so angry and sad in my whole life. While I am so grateful for what I do have in my life-my husband, my family, a good job, a nice home-I can't shake these sad feelings. Which makes me feel like a horrible person, because I know it could be much worse. A miscarriage is not the worst thing that can happen to a person. So I guess I'll keep praying. I've got to feel better one of these days.