2WW

So here I am in the 2ww. 6dpo. Too early to be pregnant, but way past being able to do anything about it. It's annoying but I definitely think it is better than waiting to O. The pressure of making sure we have good timing can really get to me. My hopes are so high this cycle because of said good timing. Which makes me so scared for next week. Hope has made me scared. Which sounds weird, I know. Hope should make you happy and excited right? But I am just so damn scared that it didnt happen because I know how crushed I am going to be. So my emotions are like a roller coaster, really. One minute I am happy and hopeful, and the next minute it is that same hope that makes my stomach turn into knots because I know that good timing doesnt mean anything. Not really. So I will wait until this weekend to test. Even then it will probably be too early to tell, but I know I will not ne able to not test.